Day 2. Feel I may be slipping a little. Thoughts of her and the whys are back. A little melancholy, but I am praying for strength to be true to myself. Seeing her, being around her was harder than i thought. At least I know I still have emotion, that is a good sign. this next wave of darkness should put me over the top. Busy weekend, going to D29 today and hang out with her and my SIL. Feel strong knowing I know what I feel right now. The feeling that I should have maybe stretched my meeting with her thursday a little farther, but the realization that today would hurt more.
Concerned about myself right now. Talking myself out of this, can't remember her face. Strange how I can not remembver her face and I just sawher thursday. Has anyone gone thru this?
