the road to recovery is a long one hon, dont' beat yourself up, it takes tons of PMA to beat the negativity that fights to eat at us every day. I"m sorry to hear about the fall out with friends/family, it is their loss.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
