Keep your emotions in check buddy. You may be making progress. Baby steps. Its been a long time for you. But don't quit now. The date was nothing more than dinner.

Look at the fact she was in the house with you. Thats huge. Just keep working it like you have been. Maybe it takes 5 years. But if 5 years is what you lost and you gain back a lifetime of what you want, isn't it worth it?

Stay calm friend. You have been seeking Gods will. You have been DBing for a long time. Don't quit now.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...