Healing from a lifetime of self-deprecation

[still hopeful]

Hey Flicka, I resemble that remark.

Actually, I am back in the job search saddle and taking care of what I control. So you know, I am taking care of my children and comforting them in this confusing time of their lives. They are my anchors for sanity and my beautiful and perfect gifts from God. I do without sleep a lot of times, but my body tells me when it needs to rest, so I'm holding myself together because not doing so is not an option.

Thanks for caring. I taking care of myself pretty well in this down time of my life.