The day is winding down and I still haven't heard from her. I thought about calling or texting her but I know that's wrong

Tough part is that the friend I would usually call is out with his wife for happy hour. They invited me to join them but I need to go home to watch the kids

I need to fully detach but it is hard

I'm confused with on this roller coaster ride. I would feel better if she was still in the same room, but she's not. It really bugs me that she went to the spare bedroom after last nite.

Sometimes I feel like there's no chance. I hate being in limbo

Enough of the feeling sorry for myself venting. I need to go back to my new mantra, whatever....

Any insight or encouragement will be appreciated

Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13