Thanks Snodderly, it's a relief to hear ! I have been very very tired yes, going to bed on time and hoping it will pass as soon as possible.
MMF, hi sweety, I posted on your thread. (((((((((hugs))))))))
Last night after having 'talked' to a friend on the internet, I wondered whether I truly still want H back or am ready to date.. I prayed, cried a bit, and begged God to please help me see what I want, and if there is any possibility AT ALL that H may one day come back....(because of course it does NOT look like it may EVER be an actual possibility) so I fell asleep praying...
Then at 1.30am my phone rang....I turned the light on (as I was sleeping) and saw it was H. I answered ...but no one was there... I hung up again, figured he had called by mistake or whatever...but as I lay back in bed again, I worried, and sent him a TM saying 'you just called me, is everything ok ??' He wrote back, 'sorry, it was by accident'....
Anyway, I woke up wondering if that had been God's sign...
Does that actually happen...I have prayed and begged for signs so often in the past, but have never really experienced anything like this....
Oh well, whatever will be will be. Que sera, sera.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
