{{{Pearl}}} when will you know the results about the 2nd opinion? Let us know please How are you today??
You know, I feel like you do about possibly being a WAS LOLOL..my friend that I hadn't seen since this started said I seemed "liberated" and that was a nice way to put exactly how I feel about it actually It's a weird spot to be in and, tho I said you have the control, it's not a spot that I envy for you.
As for the question you asked about how you get past it, to be honest, I am NOT 100% sure that I could, but almost the bigger problem for ME personally, and it sounds like for you too, is that they walked out, they quit, they left us standing there (Like in "So What" he let you/me fall)..that's almost tougher than the physical...
Hugs to you and can't wait to hear about YOUR weekend
Tawnya
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