Thanks Kat. I think you are right that I need to not even think about them. I think when other people call or ask that it takes me right back to them. I guess I probably need to just cut the conversations off? So you found it better to not tell other people. I think you might be right b/c I don't like talking about it, I feel ashamed at times, and then I feel added stress from other people. And nonetheless, even though I don't like talking about my S, I still do, especially when people ask about H. Sometimes I'm great about not telling though.
