Just keep swimming...PH #5

[pearlharbr]

Hi Sam, thanks for stopping by! Seems like we do have some friends in common.

I know the guys are right and if I am so inclined to move forward I will definitely be following their advice. It hasn't steered me wrong yet!

I am only hesitating because I don't know what I want. I thought I did. I thought I was done and was moving on with big plans for an exciting new life. Now I'm mad at xBF for coming along and throwing a wrench in my plans yet again. Grr.

I was planning on waiting until Monday so I have the weekend to get my mind off it and come back with a fresher perspective. But is a week too long to say something?

Also, I need to discuss a financial issue and this new cat issue with him that I wanted to do tomorrow. But now I don't want to just talk about that stuff and ignore the letter.

Ack, I am just a bundle of indeciveness!