She's at it again. If I loved her I'd let her free. There's no way we'll reconcile. She wants to date and have s*x. All we have to do is consult with the therapist on how to tell the kids. Why wait? I have no love for you. I have no feelings for you. You're a great father. You're a nice guy. But that's all.
Sitting alone at this computer, every fiber of me wants to just say "okay" and get it over with it. Take the bullet.
But that wouldn't be what I want. And I hate it. I hate every minute of it.