Am I in denial or is it MLC?

[peacetoday]

Regrets
I know how hard it all is
But
our H really dont know what has happened either
there is nothing to get our of them
they are confused
the crisies tells them if they were to leave the M, They would be happy
if they could spend all the money, they would find happiness
they run from themselves and see the M as part of the problem
they are incapable(most of them in MLC) to see the truth
that it is not the answewr to run from a M and family
I have 2 kids 7 and 13
my H really loves the kids although he is now distancing himself
a little as I have distanced myself to protect myself and start moving on
MY H has given up everything and/or lost all he had in the crises
he contunues to run
they avoid looking at themsleves
most of them get nowhere and wind up losing all
it takes a while for them to wake-years
peace