I am tired, it's been a long bloody week and I am so looking forward to resting this weekend. I am fighting a cold again, and am trying to take it easy.

I am again dealing with Medical issues for my D8, well she will be 9 this month. She is still not gaining weight, or growing.
She has pnemonia right now, and has been ill for the past week.

We have an appointment with the endocrynologist this month, so maybe we will get some answers.

My S7 has also been ill. He is going for more testing as the Dr thinks he may have crohns disease. He has also been home from school this week.

On a positive note, my Husband is being very involved with the children's medical issues and has been going to the appointments with me.

When D8 had to get a feeding tube he refused to even talk about it, and made excuses as to why he couldn't come and visit her.

My job has turned into a wierd situation. My boss is having a MLC and it is ugly to watch.

She has lost 30 pounds, is wearing "teeny bopper" clothes, lives on her cell phone and the internet. Her whole attitude has changed and she has taken to yelling at her Husband in front of the staff. It is so uncomfortable.

She has been texting some of our male customers and flirts alot. She told me that she has been unhappily married for the past 5 years.

She was once the OW in her Marriage, and has lately been sharing this with us. She was proudly bragging about how she broke up her Husband's first Marriage, because she had her sights set on this Man and she just didn't care.

3 years ago, her best friend got killed in a house fire, and she has never been the same. I think that was what triggered it.

So, I have been listening to the MLC lingo and I absolutely hate it. Even her eyes seem empty and distant. She has begun to tell really crude raunchy jokes and discusses her sex life.

She leaves for hours at a time and gives no explanation for anything. She has become mean and nasty and I am avoiding her like the plague.

I liked my job for the most part, but I really have no patience for a female MLC'er, I think they are worse then the Men!!

So, that's my latest update!


There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.