Hey, I am really sorry and feel your pain! I am going through a near ientical situation right now as well. I hope there a vets of this sight that can offer us both some sound advice. I just wanted to tell you another guy just like you is out there. lost, devestated, confused. I know that statement doesn't help you in any way, but know this you are a brave and honorable man for fighting to keep your family intact. I will check back in with you often. Try your best to be the best man, father and husband you can, I think that maybe all we can do right now. Once again I am so sorry for the pain you are in right now.