There has to be a way to break down the walls and communicate with one another. After 12 years and 2 children and a tonne of happy memories. Google "saturn in the 12th house" (you) and "saturn conjunct Venus" (H)...lots of fear and rejection there. I'm not saying yuo should/will end up with him, but this is like a runaway train and the only one that will profit will be the fat cat lawyers. Better to give your money to the C and discuss it there, IC/MC whatever. Or maybe just take the walls down.. for 2 months.
Oh and dont listen to your friends, they just want you out of pain and happy again! (naturally)
You just cant press the fast forward button, the only way out is through.
