Stillhope,

That does sound like an ugly story. I'm so sorry. Yuck. Having a child can stir up all kinds of psych stuff, all different for each woman. I'll find and read your situation AFTER I GET REST so that I don't misinterpret the entire thing. LOL!

My H is great on weekends and helps with the baby a lot. I have a lot of guilt about taking time away for myself, though, because I feel like I'm taking opportunity away from me and H to spend what little time we have together. Typical mommy guilt. I know it's a waste of time. And I don't want to go KOOKOO!!!

Thanks for rooting. We need all the good energy we can get!

Lucky

Sorry for hijacking Mike!