Oh well, "my sailor" did not contact me and I don't know if he wants to see me on the week-end or at all. But I have already another sailor "on the hook" who is quite a bit older than I and lives further away than the first one which is awkward to get to. He asked me if we could meet on Saturday and I am thinking about it.
Anyway, I have learnt to get on with life if it does not work out the way I want it. I am even contemplating to give up looking for a male companion because lately men have mostly only annoyed me. It seems that I am looking for something that does not exist or then I am looking in the wrong places.
H wrote to me that he is not in a hurry to have me do something for him. So he seems to be alright.
I will go to a jazz concert with a GF tomorrow. I was hoping that "my sailor" would come as well or instead of GF, but now that will probably not be the case.
