never ever feel like you have failed. You have stood strong for a long time. I really couldn't imagine myself holding out as long as you did. And I'm really glad to see that you are just doing the LS, and not the D. let him file that one, and you just do the things you need to do to protect yourself.
did you get my email from the other day? I'm going to be heading up there again spring break weekend, just for 2-3 days to see my H. I will definitely make a bigger effort to come by and bring anything you might need.
okay, I did talk to you, so some of this is repeated.
hey, I just found something on that doctor site how Aspartame (what's in diet drinks) is the culprit for some MS and Lupus, and many other neurological and immune problems. Did you or do you drink diet drinks? or use no-sugar products? just curious. and when did you find out you had lupus, or when did your symptoms start? I'm assuming it was not since birth.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
Boy another reason to avoid artificial sweeteners. Thanks ST. I'm all for organic as much as possible to begin with and I truly believe we were never meant to eat/consume anything that is "artificial" anyway.
BG, love you sweetie. Don't back down from what you should do to protect yourself and the kids. If posititve changes happen, that is wonderful. If they keep going up and down like a yoyo, at least you have some sense of security, if they go the other way, God will hold you up.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
hey all. its beautiful outside today, wish i could do something! oh well, i opened a window at least.
I havent filed the LS yet, one of my dear sisters yesterday, I dont remember if it was Crissy, Laura, Amy or Kelsey, said it was ok for me to be still right now. so I am, praying on it a bit more first.
dreading my very first weekend completely alone. no H no kids. yuck!
Here is the website for my church, I really recommend the past 3 sermons, the ones on the 40 days to freedom. http://www.lpcag.org/
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
forgot to add, its nice, so H came by at 6 this morning, to take the harley to work, give me dr money, He locked the durango and took the keys with him! oh how i want to scream at him. i havent. i emailed my mom about at least helping me get a new door lock. but if I do that it will REALLY make him mad.
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
If you get a new lock and he gets "really mad", are you afraid he'll go out and have an affair? Oh wait - he's already done that!
Honey, stop worrying about him and his reactions, and do what you need to do to keep you and the kids safe. I think a new lock, so that he is not able to just come and go as he pleases, would make you feel safer and more in control.
(((((BG))))) dadvidswife beat me to it! I don't see where there's a lot of downside to him getting mad. Do what you need to do. What he thinks of it isn't really your concern.
idk, cause i dont wanna rock the boat, and have him not help out finacially. Kels heard him on the phone the other nite when i had locked him out so he couldnt get in. today he was still mad about that, as its his house, I calmly said, but you have chosen not to live here. NOT happy with the Drs first conclusion, if they are right, I am so screwed. there is no fix for what i have.
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
NOT happy with the Drs first conclusion, if they are right, I am so screwed. there is no fix for what i have.
Email if you want to vent, or scream!
I think that you should get the LS. It is not a divorce, if he comes to his senses, you can drop it. But, you need to be protected, physically, financially, and emotionally. If you have that in place, you could lock the door.
