Ok, now to respond on how I am. I suppose I am doing good. I try to be calm and collected but not sure there is such a thing.
I get to a point where I think I am on the right path and then BAM, something falls from the sky and then I am right back where I started. One day I will look back on all of this and it will not phase me.
Right now, I feel like I am a jinx and everyone would be better off without me. I was struggling with that this morning but Jeanette got me back on track. I am too sensitive and let the dumbest things upset me. I need to work on that.
I think also since I have been working harder I am not getting enough play time in. Does that mean I am finally growing up? I am learning my priorities here.
I've also been getting a life which is taking a toll on me. I'm too old to be out having a good time late at night. LOL! I need to catch up on sleep.
Just to let anyone who is coming over to the get together...I have a curfew. If I get too tired sometimes I get crazy. In a good way. I'll warn you though, you may have to lock me in my room. (but that's ok cuz I have Edward in there)
I know exactly what you mean. I've been letting myself get kicked to the curb by circumstance lately- and that's exactly what it is- letting myself.
I know it's hard, but you need to not take all of this personally. This would have happened if you were or were not in your ex's picture. He is using you as an excuse for all of his BS and you're buying into it! Stop.
Hmmmmm...GALing AND working too hard. No wonder you're beat!
What KIND of curfew? Will you be modeling your Rent-A-Cop uniform and laying down the law with your mantra, "STOP!...STOP...or I'll say "stop" again!!!" in true mall cop fashion?
PATIENCE AND FORTITUDE CONQUER ALL THINGS. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
DBing and MLC take their toll....Please provide exact CHANGE. -Jimbo
I guess Trapt got up a little earlier than myself and beat me here. I was going to say pretty much the same thing.
You will be great tonight. You're going to have a cup of coffee and a little conversation. If things get rough you can always leave. I don't think they will though. You can do this.
Regarding the rent-a- cop uniform and saying stop over and over...I only say stop once then I kick @ss!
) to let you 2 go.
