Regrets - there is no rhyme or reason for what they say now or what they said 2 months before this happens. That is hard to grasp, you want to know why, why, why? We all do. There isn't a why that is going to fix the hurt and make you feel any better. My H has told me that we were done, and that he was done trying, so you never know. They are lost in a fog and don't know what will make them feel better.

It hurts so much and it is so hard! Believe me I know!


Finding My Yellow Brick Road....