Regrets, I'm so sorry this is happening to you. One thing I have learned in dealing with my wife's MLC which has been going on for 3 years now, is that the person you are dealing with now and the one you married are two totally different people. In alot of cases, they are total opposits. Don't beat yourself up trying to figure out what you might have done, you did not do anything to deserve this, you deserve to be loved as much now as you did then. When my wife first dropped the bomb on me, I was totally shocked, did not see it coming at all. I spent the next several weeks telling her how much I love her, writing he notes and hiding them in different places where I knew only she would find them, and it just made things worse. Their are many people here that can help you through this, keep posting, it does help.