I just spoke with counsellor. He said your H is a lovely big guy who sounds confused. He said I really need to think about what H said I have done and try find a solution. He said maybe it's too late.
Now I feel like I have been a bitch and moaned about stuff. Am I wrong to think you take the good with the bad. I always looked past his faults.
Have I been immature and threw this away. I'll torture myself forever thinking this.
Maybe I did cause is. Maybe that is enough for him to fall out of love with me.
