I am so tired of this emotional roller coaster. I need to get off. Can someone else take my ticket? I'm tired of going to work with puffy eyes from crying the night before. I need to learn to just not care. How do I do that? I'm angry, but anger still means that you care. Uggg. Please offer some advice. I have very little time for myself. My full time job and two kids keep me too busy to go to the gym, salon, etc. Hopefully h will move into his own place so that at least he can help with the kids. If he does... who knows. He is a stranger to me at this point. He was always a good dad before. It's definitely the alien. However, maybe this "alien" is who he always was, it was just hidden.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
