thank you I've lost 2o lbs, haven't eaten properly since it happened. mY whole body is twitching. I wonder if his friends hate me and told him to leave.
I thought I was strong.
This is the last person in the world I thought would do this. I thought we always had such a good time together.
We used to say we were lucky cos we were always laughing.
I'm worried that it is me and not MLC, he is not being nasty and no kids, drinking much more but tells me he is happy when not here.
He always used to say that men in his professions have a break down round about his age.
Wish he would wake up. My god, all I ever heard about was how his ex ran him down and how great I was for him. Now he is just saying the same about me.
I wish I had never know love. people should just put up a wall because no one ever means it.
If he can do this to me, anyone can.
He was smart, funny, popular, generous, loving, thoughtful, gentle. and I've lost him.
We have been all over the world helped out in charities in third world countries. SO MANY experiences that most people could ever dream about.
