Am I in denial or is it MLC?

[peacetoday]

Regrets
It is very painful in the beginning
as time goes on , the pain diminishes
all the LBS seem to come out of this ok and better than before
you will make it through

MLC takes a long time
there are mlc resources-they are helpful and descibe mlc pretty well
also read other posts and you will learn a great deal
as for now
all your feelings are normal
It was not your fault
just try to eat a little if you can
get some sleep and ride with it
try to stay busy
read, talk to friends get a hobby
time goes fast, even here
peace