thank you. I think he may leave tomorrow because I said he needs to try understand.

I just can't be sure if it is emlc

Everything apart from house is in his name. I just can't believe this is happening. I don't think he will want to leave the house because he loves it but I'm not leaving.

I thought I was ok but I'm not. I'm ashamed, guilty, scared, in denial. It's like he just won't shift.

maybe I was bad and did deserve this. I don't even know myself anymore.

I'll never get over this. I truly adore him. I feel used.

My mum had just recovered from breast cancer when he wanted to immigrate and still I was going to do it. We even made house plans. Now he is going to do all that with someone else.

its killing me


H 36 2nd marriage
me 32 1st marriage
no kids