I've had the scene play out in my head 100 times today. The first screening was bad -- rage, rage. By the 100th, I was the model of cool.
But the funny thing was in every version of that program, she did the same thing: "I'm going to do what I want to do."
So what's the purpose? To let her know I'm pissed? She's just going to say, "I am too." Okay -- not DBing. Acting out of emotion instead of the 180? That's what got me into this in the first place.
And let's face it -- my knowing and disapproving will just make it more exciting. That's what they live for.
But I gotta tell ya, what burns me more than anything -- what hurts me more than the hurt itself -- is the fact that she's bringing it into my childrens' home. When she's up there texting away, she's bringing a stranger into their safe place. And the mouth she uses on him, she kisses them goodnight with.
And that freaking BURNS ME UP. But that is not the place to start from. I'll just have to let it burn and own it.
