My first step out of Newcomers

[Can it work]

Just thought I'd pop on and do a little journaling.

I'm feeling really good tonight. I've just been to the gym and it's given me that sense of satisfaction that it always does. Wee Man is coming to stay tomorrow night so I'm pleased about that too. PM, I invited my mother to come visit tomorrow night too and she's agreed so I will have some company.

For some reason my W is being really nice to me at the moment. I don't know why but I don't care. As long as it lasts it makes life a lot easier. I know that if I'm ever going to get to the stage where I can work things out with her, we have to become friends again first. The way it was before when it was so awkward, I couldn't believe that it could ever get to the stage where we were talking politely again, let alone think about reconcilliation. It's a step in the right direction and I'm grateful for that at least. I'm not going to get my hopes up yet but every baby step forward is a bonus for me right now.

I've just ordered some nice new furniture for my house so that's cheered me up too. I love buying things. Sometimes it can get out of hand but I'm going to be careful not to get too carried away. I don't want to be getting myself in to debt.

I finished my first assignment in my writing course yesterday so I'm going to have to go through it again to make sure I'm happy with it before I submit it. Hopefully it will get good feedback from my assessors. It's my first one though so it might not get critical acclaim just yet but it would be nice to at least get complimented on a job well done.

I'm going to go and do some laundry now before I go to bed. That part of my life isn't the most exciting I suppose but it all needs done.

Keep smiling everyone!

Kev