Hi Mt. every time the thought comes into my head I try to replace it with a positive one.
Nervous about tomorrow. Feel very shy, is that strange? I feel like I've been so open and honest about my whole life etc that now I feel a little vulnerable. Like I should have maybe not been so open.
Tis a strange feeling.
Reading why men fall out of love. This is going to be my last book buy lol. Amazon are making a fortune from me lol.
Told an old mate and she is being very rational about it all. Going to go see her Sat night. Her hubby is away so I can bubble in peace. She is not the type to allow you to dwell so maybe that is a good thing.
Lots of people from work now know and that is stressing me a little in case it gets back to him. I shouldn't have told the few I did. Think I should tell H that they know?
Bit ashamed that I told a couple of the girls in work now. I mean by that, that it;s not very fair on H is it. :-(
