Depression has set in.

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As much as I tried to be strong depression has finally set in.
H left one month ago and at first I was handling things as well as to be expected. Every day life has gradually become more difficult. I feel awful that Im not as "available" for my kids as I should be. I did go to the Dr and am currently taking meds for this. I do have an appointment for IC today. the problem now is I feel this overwhelming urge to get away for a few days and just regroup, organize my thoughts. H said he would watch the kids for a few days. He also has been calling me daily to make sure I am ok. He said since the depression is because of him, he would like to be there for me? Even thought I like the attention I know it is just pity. It is a dilemna, I don't want him to pity me, but the attention feels oh so good!