Breakaway....it makes me cringe and nearly cry to read your updates....but I read them every day. Why? Because I'm praying for you and I know you are stepping toward a new life....not sure if with him or without but I suspect without.
Whatever strength you need to garner, I pray you are getting closer all the time.
I'm so happy though that after your last post you said you just absolutely don't care anymore....it shows in your words that you are getting so much closer to not caring at all (about his abusive words or their meaning) and hopefully that will mean you walking on eggshells less and less, as you begin to not care what he says.
You must be one tough chicka to have survived all of this, thus far.....