Seperated But Living Together

[2gthrButApart]

2BA
What do you do for you? And I mean what do you do for you WITHOUT your H?

We go to the gym 2 days a wk together. But I also go to the gym on my own. And it's all ME time LOL.

I also began getting manicures, and pedicures again, something I gave up for a long time.

I bought a red bra LMBO, that got his eyes open, I haven't bought a colored bra in ages LMBO.

I want to begin going out more often on wknds, but its freezing here still. And on wknds he's been asking to have movie day w/ me and the girls and such, so we've been doing that for a while.

With regards to our trip theis wknd, I had told him I'm going whether he goes or not, and he decided he wants to go with me, and seems pretty excited.

I really value your advice. It all seems true. I have been cheerful lately. I remember I time, if I was feeling lonely or down, I figured if it showed he'd feel sorry for me, yeah right, it was a terrible turn off that helped deteriorate our M.

Now I'm trying to be more upbeat and playful, less critical and less defensive about things. I'm not so quick to defend myself anymore, before I would defend myself for the dumbest things, one of my many walls. LOL

I haven't said I love you in mths either. But I know he sees it in my eyes. I can't help but say it in my mind. And think OMG how I will never let you down again if we work things out. I see my faults. Things I let slide, and I knew in the back of my mind were true, but put off changing. I want people to like me, especially my family and my H.

I dyed my hair, cut it, am eating healthier, going to the gym. LISTENING to my girls and my H, not zoning everyone out. Really paying attention to WHAT people are saying.

I'm reading self help books, marriage repair books, health magazines, fun girly magazines and working on my self image and self esteem. I'm going on a girls nite next wknd, few drinks and dancing.