Just checking in. I was thinking about that staring thing....I remember after breaking it off with the OM, looking at my H, too. Sometimes, I looked at him in anger/sadness because I was thinking how if I was with the OM he would be treating me so special, would be so happy to have me there, wouldn't be able to keep his hands off of me, would be showering me with compliments, wouldn't be able to keep his hands or eyes off of me, would be thinking he is the luckiest guy in the world, and here sits my H watching tv like I hardly exist as a woman. Other times I did look at my H in a warm way when I realized that I was lucky I didn't lose him, and seeing the kind of man he really was. Something to keep in mind.
As for her forgetting the trip. I'm not surprised. I can barely remember the last two years. When I do remember, it's painful. For me, it is like the years during the affair went by super speed.
