Healing from a lifetime of self-deprecation

[still hopeful]

JOURNALING:

Not much to offer in the way of my DBing efforts because I am focused on getting a job. I do have the opportunity to be with XW, and I take advantage of those times to put my best foot forward and present myself in the best possible light despite my ongoing job search. I do know that a positive attitude is the best way to look for a job and it's also the best way to present myself to XW when I am afforded the opportunity to be with her, so I'm doing well with what I have going on.