So to recap recent events, five weeks after I kicked him out of the house xBF left me a long letter (see page 15) in which he admitted he was wrong, committed to doing whatever it takes to fix the R, and asks for another chance.
As an aside, if there are any newbies reading this, please count this as my vote for kicking out a cheating spouse ASAP. I tried to wait it out for two months during which his A just progressed and I felt worse and worse about myself. As soon as I kicked his sorry ass out of my house things turned around. I truly detached, moved on, felt great, and now this.
Back to the topic at hand. Still digesting what I think and feel about his letter. As Tawnya and I were discussing in the alt, the million dollar question is whether I still love him and want him in my life. I don't know.
Off to bed and hopefully get some sleep.
Last edited by pearlharbr; 03/04/0907:46 AM.
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