"Forrest, I want to make a decision and be happy with it."

That to me.. says it all.

This is what it comes down to.. is it not?

"I know I am tiring."

You keep telling me this.. and I keep disregarding it. What does that tell you?

"I want my life to move on. I want to be ok, happy if possible."

So.. in the first part you are confirming.. you are stuck. You are OK. And will be happy. Just as soon as you are unstuck.

"Too much damage is done. I think. Yes I would want him to fight for me for this "M" to stand a chance."

My very simple thought for today is.. Make it so #1.

Think what has worked.

Think what may work.

Think what you can do.. to draw it out.

If you can't do that.. then stop.

Push for the D.. and lets be done with this. (for outsiders.. disregard this comment)

"I am not fighting you when you tell me things that might help."

You have never fought me on anything. That is not a question.. it is a statement. "Conjecture".

"You said proceed with the D. I am thinking the same thing. Our difference, I dont see that decision as a way to motivate him. I see it as the end."

Was not too long ago.. my decision was "THE END". Imagine that.

Happy Belated Birthday.

I still love you the most!

Cory

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.