I feel low right now. I'm haunted by this image of her texting and chatting and e-ing with OM/EA. He says all the "right" things... I'm an a**hole. Blah blah agh.

I read some of the other threads and the prospect of this journey seems awfully disheartening.

And the little lies. W asked if I would manage the kids Saturday morning as her company had a "marketing seminar." Sure, says I calmly, doing the Right Thing.

Then I get an update on my Facebook page that she posted that she's "attending" some kind of day-long festival downtown -- and that time-stamp of that post was 3 hours before told me about the "marketing seminar." Is that a slap in the face or what?

Here is my signature stuff.