Hi Breton!
My 180's? Well aside from working out regularly and taking better care of myself. I'm not as uptight about the bills as I once was.
I now have no problem asking her for help with them even if she pops off with attitude.
I'm standing my ground on issues and I wont do things just to please her attitude. I'm not walking on eggshells around her but I'm not starting any crap either.
I'm more spiritual than I was. I want to show her that I'm more calmer than I was...showing that place of peace.
It does get to me when I know she's out with OM. I try like hell not to show it but sometimes it slips a little.
I'm thinking more about the kids and being upbeat for them and me too really. Ive realized I cant pull her through the tunnel into the light of day,even through I want too.
Its not up to me, This is all part of a bigger plan....Gods plan for us.


Gman
Me 40
W 30
kids
B 11
B 10
D 8
Been here off and on since 06.
PA Confirmed Dec 08..
With God, anything is possible.
Do or do not there is no try.
Sometimes you have to roll the hard six...