WAW - Very confused and devestated - pt 4

[confusedinpa]

Very odd tonite. I'm apporaching it with a whatever attitude. After we put the kids to bed, she came down and grabbed the divorce remedy book and instead of watching Lost, she said she was going to read

No idea, but "whatever"

I'm just going to watch one of my shows tonite. I joined a gym today so I will have to pack a gym bag tomorrow morning. I was going to do it tonite but she went into our room to read. I'm giving her space and I'm ok

I know I shouldn't let her read my "playbook" but I asked her to read it with me before I realized what it was. She read the first 50 pages or so in the first 3 weeks after her bomb. Tonite is the first time I've seen her pick it up

Oh well. On with my life