Being content for now.

[kissak]

I understand what you are saying, None of this is working I agree. Honestly Im to the point tonight that I just want all of this to be over with.

He was so out of control tonight, that I was in shock. He came and picked up the kids late, and saw that I was gonna be leaving after he got them and was all worked up to know where I was going. To the store is where I was going, well he offered to get whatever it was I needed....I said no thank you and he walked out....then came flying back in and said "look, you know Im not a mean person and I dont mind getting you the stuff from the store, Im gonna be that way anyway".

I just said no again. He is so out of control, he wants to lock me up and throw away the key! Ugh, Ive had it tonight. He is just so lost and broken....I really think he needs to find a new therapist because this one isnt doing him any good! After a year of seeing this counselor, he is still having issues dealing with the same stuff!!!

I guess you are right brandnewday....someone needs to change the steps of the dance....this is not working and never will.