I am a very calm and patient person. I just write my thoughts and feelings here. I express myself in a journal format. My feelings really never change. They only exist in varying degree.
I finished the book, 'I Do, Again'. They remarried after seven years of divorce. It was a terrible emotional rollercoaster ride for the both of them, as you can imagine. I'd love to know the statistics of how many couples get back together after divorcing.
I saw 'A' about 1-1/2 weeks ago. After calling him, I stopped by his work to say 'hi', but it turned out he got very busy. It was good, but not enough. I'm trying to 'mirror' him. So, now I'm 'going dark' again to build on myself and to let him pursue me.