I own that statement now. I miss my family, but I don't miss being married to XW. It is becomming a daily reality.
She did answer me back and as of the 21st of this month, I'll be on the same schedules as my friends, so I'll be able to have a bit of a social life. That will be a relief.
Also, she's going to take a few things I have at the apartment off my hands, so that will reduce the clutter a bit more. She's still waiting on the ring and I'm hoping she'll get off that fence soon. If not, I'll need to push her off and get the ring sold and get some cash - Hopefully enough to start the process on dividing the pensions.
I accidentially attached a file that listed some of my beefs w/XW which I presented to the parenting evaluator last year. It was right next to the one I was supposed to send, so she was a bit bent out of shape over seeing it.
I apologized and told her it wasn't intentional, but deep down, I didn't really mind it as it was good to let her read my feelings, even if it did sting and bring up some old junk for her.
So, now I'm trying to get focused enough to get some grading done as our grades are due on Friday afternoon. I'll figure it out somehow and will most likely go late tomorrow or something.