Stilloveshim,

Thanks for the advice and to answer your question on how I feel right now:

Annoyed - 3
Underminded and out of control - 1
Inadequate, depressed and hopeless - 2
Wounded with a desire to retaliate - 4
Confused - 1A

It just seems to me that she is getting worse and she is backing off faster and easier than I am. We haven't spoken or texted today after what happened last night. Not sure what to think. I hope she ends up going to MC in a couple of hours, but not so sure that she will.

I am really trying to GAL and do things for myself, but everything reminds me of her. Even working out since that has been such an issue for us in our marriage, but I am doing this for me and if it helps us, then that is the cherry on top.

Also, Still - your last part does give me hope. I dream of things like that every night!

I am ready for MC, dressed nice, cologne, and ready to bring PMA \:\) Wish me luck!


Last edited by Rzrbkfan; 03/03/09 06:21 PM.
Me-37, W-36, M-14, T-24, D-11, S-7
Bomb - 11/29/08, D filed - 9/10/09

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