What I want to know is why you allow him to have a hold over you?
This is the question that goes through my mind constantly. When I think logically, he is not the man I fell in love with, he is not a person I would be interested in today because he is not good for me. Logic has momentarily left the building and I feel overwhelmed with feelings of insecurities, jealousy, anger and sadness. I began feeling like he is the only one out there for me or I couldn't do any better than him. The OW is 24 and I'm 35, how can I compete? My confidence fell back down to zero from one incident and I realize that I am still on that emotional roller coaster that I thought I got off of a while ago...instead, maybe I just got used to the ride.
