Thanks for checking in on me, and thanks for the support. It means more than you know to hear your words.
I have been peeking over my shoulder and I don't want to do that anymore......
Just one thing though. I know you will probably 2 x 4 me, but I really want to put a letter on her car windshield. I wrote it if only for therapeutic purposes but would like to give it to her.
It's not mean or nasty, just basically saying that I don't understand how she can be having a relationship with a married man, as a Christian, woman, and human being how she can be disrespecting me like that. And also telling her that i hope when she is married someday and has problems with her H, another woman doesn't step in and try to replace her. And that I hope that she has really thought about what she is doing in this messed up situation. And that I can't imagine that this situation gives her good feelings or peace in her heart....
I don't know if I've really lost my mind so I'm not doing anything for a couple of weeks. But I will contemplate it.
Thoughts???
Yeah: DON'T DO IT. It only elevates her in importance, and makes you look weak, sad to say.
