No God doesn't think that. We all call when we are in trouble. LOL.

I am a word person so it doesn't take me much to write a novel. But I am going to get of the puter in a few and start getting on with my day. The last couple I've had a sort of bug so I've just been chilling. And occupying my time on here. Not that I don't like posting but I am in and out anymore most of the time...

You will go through the blaming. You will. Thank you for the prayers. My list is so long anymore but that is good in a way.

My H, well he does see it most of the time. Nothing makes sense in MLC. He knows and he will come around or he won't. Not really my problem anymore. Sorry if that sounds harsh or like I don't care. I care, but I care more about him just being healthy than anything else and he isn't right now. He is getting there though. He is doing what he needs for him and I may not like it but it isn't up to me.

So gotta go now. Will check in later probably. Or tomorrow morning just depending on how the day goes.

Smile and breath that is so importnat.

If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.