Kel you are taking so much time to post to me. I really appreciate it. Why can't your H see what he has in you? Or does he and that's what is confusing him? who knows.
I'm reading everything I can and everything is saying men need to feel appreciated, loved, shown love, given sex. We did all that. Always, is it boredom? does he want a challenge? I really don't know.
I cant get through to the telephone consults but to be honest, I'm reading so much and talking to people that maybe I should just do nothing.
I've spent a fortune.
I was trying to think of nice things I did for H. Not much apart from buying him small gifts, sometimes going to bank for him and doing washing. We always told each other we loved one another, he knows I think he is gorgeous and sexy and intelligent. He keeps telling me not to put myself down because it's not true. So confused.
A week before this happened, we were at his mum's and he said something about how he did everything but in a joke way which is his way. Maybe there was more to it. Maybe with selling up and all the house stuff I just pressured, pressured, pressured, He is quite frustrating because doesn't do stuff yet everything is in him name so when I call for insurance etc, they need to speak to him.
I'm blaming myself again. If I could just sit tight til Thursday.
I still have hope, I'm going to get us through this.
I'll say a prayer for you Kel. God probably thinks I'm a selfish cow, He'll be like, oh yes you that calls when you're in trouble lol.
