Thank you Kel. He was married 8 years separated after 6 I think.
I still think MLC, he is very aware of how much I'm hurting and said it is killing him that he is doing it. He seems happy when not with me. I really didn't know he had problems letting his feelings out. I just get desperate and its awful. I'm sad that his mum hasn't called me but I understand.
I'm worried he'll go meet someone else. I'm going to tell him that staying out all night is not on.
I have been praying but feel guilty as I don't go to church.
Does you H ever tell you he loves you since it happened.