The cats are locked in the living room while the builders are in. I gave them food and locked them in at 5am but forgot their litter tray. He just sounded grumpy, arrogant when I asked him to put it in. He says I jumped to conclusions.

I called and said I misunderstood, he said its ok and we'll get dinner tonight.

This is killing me. I know you guys have and are going through it but the pain is so so raw. I've lost my best friend in the world the one who always promised we'd be together forever and now I feel like it was all an illusion in the first place.

I just can't believe how quickly he has changed towards me.


H 36 2nd marriage
me 32 1st marriage
no kids