I know what to do. Just need the support.

[noedphi]

Thanks Robx,

I am much better today. You are not going to believe how big of a deal the change thing was. I still am in awe over it. And I don't care how she feels about it, her problem. I am actually over trying to get her back. If it happens right this minute I cant morally take her back just like that any more. I figured it out. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. She is not at the end of it. I know you are not going to believe me. Its too quick of a turn around. All I would like now is for the tension to be gone. But that might not happen. She is holding on to
too much of the past.

I am ready for what is to come now. I am prepared for what is to come no matter what it is. There are just some things I am not going to change. I have a lot of good things about me. If she could not see them her loss.

I have been exercising a little. Went to bible study. I feel better. Moving on.