WEll native, I believe this is a 180 about how you feel about your W. You were venting so much anger, that I thought it would take a long time to melt that away. Strange, but I'm reading a book about men right now. Don't know how much of it is true, but it's interesting all the same. One thing it does say is that the 2 most commonly expressed feelings by men are anger & pride.
Good to hear you are in a better state. Remember action - not reaction. Cheers!
Me39, XH45 Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats Divorced 6/4/09 Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)